I never felt the way I felt with you before I felt like I was flying in the sky like million hearts kissed me and thousand of teddy bears were hugging my body....we only talked for two hours on the phone but really felt like so much less time flied so fast and my heart beat went even faster it is probably one of my favorite days I only now met you but yet you taught me so much so much about love which I didn't know and after you told me about it you made me feel it too I could feel my heart slipping into pieces when you said I don't forgive you suddenly every thing got black around me,I was in a dark whole stuck in there and couldn't get out I know I hurt you freaking bad so I got crazy I took my arm and bite it with my teeth until I could feel the pain I could feel so much pain inside and out it was crazy but still it wasn't enough I took the tweezers and cut my arm did it slowly so it would be more painful I know I didn't give you physical pain but that's the only kind of pain I could give to myself...I'm sorry for harming myself but I'm sorry for making you hurt as hell but it wasn't the end I started punching and punching my arm still not the end I slapped myself so hard that my arm was read I felt like it was bleeding but the truth was that my heart was freaking after all that I get a text that says you told me not to like you I didn't know what to say cause you were right that's what I sayd again and again but I'm sorry I Said it twice the times but you ignored my apologize and left me cry for you my whole life.. What do you think bout this?