One reason I was drawn to drumming is that it gave me an outlet for my angry aggression, it's been good for my mental health. What instrument would be good for you? Why?
When I was four, my mother (just passed a week or so ago) asked me if I wanted to play the guitar, I said "No mommy, I want to play the drums!" A week later I got my first lesson and was a natural right out of the gate. It made me feel so good and still does. All of my negative feelings leave and I feel power, relief and happiness. I'm pretty sure music does that to some degree even for those who don't play it themselves. Consider it; it's fun and it makes you feel good.