Oh man, that's terrible luck.
Truth be told, you never really do know.
What IF I hadn't had a family.
What if I was treated for ADHD as a child?
What if I had been serious about my studies in high school.
What if I had been born into a different family.
What if I wasn't so shy.
My biggest was "what if I would have worked harder in to talking my mama to seek treatment for her cancer"
When I already screwed up and make excuses, what if I had done this instead etc
What if I never left Russia?