I can't help it and I'm not looking for sympathy but my mom just died. I'm sure that I seem different and it's only because I can't focus. Putting two words together is a chore, let alone a profound thought. I have to vent somewhere and here is where I choose because it's just easy. I don't have to look you all in the eye in the morning. I'm in charge of all of the "arrangements." There will be no funeral; my mother wanted a celebration of life and a celebration of life is what she will get.

Sorry for this; I had to vent. I don't know what to say or what to do but I want to honor my mom somehow.