A mother will never replace her ugly looking baby with any other attractive looking baby, if you think they will go and find.. An ugly looking baby is a most beautiful looking baby for her mother by default. I dont think so you will ever like to be a mother. A piece of advise if you really want to enjoy your life go by the nature and be proud to be a woman b'cause your a damn beautiful thing in this universe. Your hate for man will erode you from inside out. There should be a big mirror in the bathroom so we can see our self cleaning, and then you will realize that you are not much different from others and it will arouse mercy in you for others..