I agree. I treated two very close friends badly. I would love to get in contact with them to apologize.
I've actually done fairly well. I've managed to reconnect with most of my childhood friends and cousins I hadn't heard from in decades (at least the ones who are still alive). A couple of Sodahead friends have been a challenge, but I haven't stopped looking.
My sister-in-law, so I could maybe gain some understanding of why she refused to communicate with my or father or I, when my brother died last year.
Other than that, just a few former friends, just to find out how they're doing.
Thank you, Bozette. It's going on a year now, and it still blows my mind, too.
My parents would be my first choice hands down. After that the person I would have wished for actually made contact with me on FB the other day after we had a fallen out a few weeks ago.