To tell the truth I can't help but miss my ex fiancee. We both had babies by other people while on a break. I love my kids, but honestly everytime I look at them I wish they were by my ex. I should've been the one she got pregnant by. It's been almost a year and I can't stop thinking about being with her. Call me crazy or dumb but since she left for good I'm realizing how much I'm in love with her.