You can't be bothered to post on amirite
Is that why you have a LED penis?
I'm always depressed, so it's really not "how" for me, nor "why".
You house looks like crap, you barely eat and your life is in decay.
Never want to be around people, zero interest in doing things you would normally enjoy doing, constant feeling of indifference and indecisiveness about anything.
I am never depressed. I take B vitamins specifically to avoid being depressed.