+10Found my old “Bad Ass” stereo system at my Mom’s house. Brought it home. Was carrying it piece by piece into my room when one of the kids who live in my house asked “What is that?” I told him it’s an awesome stereo system. He nodded a couple times and then asked “What’s a stereo system?” I once again feel very old this evening. :)
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-2Being married twice, also with various kids from previous alliances - this shouts: in relationships...you are fuked up...
+1With all the pedophiles about lately...Muslims should cover their kids properly, too.
I'm so terrified to grow older. I hate seeing the people around me growing older, I wish them and me could stay young. It eats at me :( I hate aging. It's starting to eat at me. I hate how fast society changes and how everything that was traditional when I was a child, changes and is replaced by something more modern. I hate how the people around me change in personality as they grow older. It feels like I don't recognise some of them anymore after not having seen them for years. I hate how I'm already 21 and how time flies and flies. Before I know it I will be old and grey :( I hate how the cute little kids I once babysit on are now becoming young men and young women. I feel pressured to rush goals I have because I'm scared that I will be old before I know it. I miss the fact that I don't have the safe and warm protection from my parents anymore that I had as a child. When I see old people I feel very confronted with the fact that I will be old and grey myself one day. I want to live ethernal, I want to stay forever young. I want to keep the people I love with me forever, I am terrified by the thought that dead will separate us from each other one day. I am scared of boring routines like having a 9-5 job, barely any free time,... having to figure out how to pay the bills, being in a boring marriage,... Haaalppppp I don't want to have to think about my retirement yet.