Actually, I'm pretty suicidal. It's not out of depression, though. I don't know what would happen after, but I do know how I would do it. A few pounds of explosives detonated at the base of my skull sounds about right. Maybe a bit of shrapnel thrown in for good measure, but I doubt I'd need it. And maybe some blood thinners and nitrates to help me bleed out quicker just in case I don't die immediately.

by Anonymous 10 years ago

Jeez, talk about making sure it gets done. That also sounds like it would be extremely messy.

by Anonymous 10 years ago

Yep! I definitely don't want to mess it up. The body has a penchant for being fragile when we want to live, but extraordinarily durable when we want to die. And I'd probably go out into the woods where nobody will have to worry about cleaning me up.

by Anonymous 10 years ago

Well the whole mess could be a good way to stick it to the man for denying you a peaceful suicide by euthenasia.

by Anonymous 9 years ago

Does it bother you that someone is going to have to clean that up? This just reminded me of something I read somewhere. Women are more likely to commit suicide in a quieter way (through pills, etc.) to avoid a mess, while men are more likely to commit suicide in a more violent way, like you're describing. I'm not sure how accurate that is though.

by Anonymous 10 years ago

I am definitely suicidal, more often than not. I tried it once. I swallowed a bunch of morphine. But obviously it wasn't enough because i woke up a few hours later and immediately threw up. Since then the thought of how much it would hurt my mother for me to off myself keeps me from another attempt. If i didn't have family i think i'd probably go through with it.

by Anonymous 10 years ago