rawrowlbear

Oh, no. That's awful. What happened? As I understand it, she's making you do extra, unneeded work. That sounds plain delightful.

That's great, though, that guys there appreciate you. However.... Yeah, I obviously see how that conflicts with your current relationship. I'm sure it's even more confusing and frustrating at your age. Well, how does that situation as a whole make you feel?

Did you forget about me already? XD

I think I want to be a performer. Singer/actor and maybe dancer, too.

Does he have AIM? Email? An amirite account? I know it's not the most fluent communication, but it would ensure that you could pretty much communicate and hear from eachother whenever you have a spare moment each. Better than nothing. Is that the only issue? You can't talk as much as you like?

I used to fight with my mom about everything. Then I moved. Not too long after that (about a year) our relationship started to change. We saw eachother differently. Now she's oddly the healthiest relationship I think I've ever had in my life. You mentioned you were returning to the states to live with your dad, yes? Is that still happening? How do you feel about that?

Well, I got a job. Overnight shelf stocker. Some nights are better than others. I think I've figured out what I want to do in life, which is good, but it's gonna require years of training :/ Oh well, it'll just make it that much sweeter when I get anywhere.

Fighting with Mom, eh? Bout what? Is the long distance thing with the same guy you were with last time we talked? How's that working out?

So, what's up besides that? Anything you care to talk about with me?

I understand that this is easier said than done (trust me, I really, REALLY know) but what you have to realize is that not everyone is just bestowed upon them a gift for speaking other languages. It's perfectly fine that you haven't mastered the language yet. Perfectly. Honestly, if these people just EXPECT you to have mastered the pronunciation and use of an entirely different language at your age, why in the hell would you want those people's approval? Don't be embarrassed. You're trying. Make mistakes? No . We all do. What makes us better people is picking up and learning from them. As for being kind of the outsider.... Yeah, that sucks. I doubt the class will be absolutely full of people who'd just be mean or rude to you. Just find the decent ones and realize that the others just aren't worth your time or thoughts.

If you wanna chat on aim or anything, just let me know. If you'd rather chat here, that's perfectly cool, too.

Hmm. What about starting school makes you so nervous exactly?

How does one go about training a dragon? There must be some special equipment that you have to buy.

I'm glad to hear from you. Well, if you want to talk about all of the going on, I'm listening... or... reading, in this case :)

Hi. I know we haven't chatted in a while. Well, you stopped talking to me for whatever reason. Anyway, I thought I'd try to reach out one last time because, well, I'm worried about you. I still pop into your tumblr from time to time cause I found some real funny posts and I saw no reason to stop visiting even though you decided not to talk to me anymore. Anyway, to the point. Your last couple of posts.... Concerned me. They were very dark and hinted... More than hinted at the idea that you were thinking of doing something very, very stupid. I just needed to make sure that you were okay.